brook9mm:

Okay I guess I’m back for now, above is a link to my new blog that I’m still migrating to. I decided to start using Tumblr again because I needed somewhere to track my progress as far as like life in general or something and Facebook can suck a lot sometimes. Updates:
My brother committed suicide in late November, I’m still kinda fucked up over that.
I’m still writing music and playing live. That’s sorta picking up traction.
I kinda screwed up badly with some people over the last year or so. I still feel bad and I still hurt.
I’m still introverted, anxious, and depressed but I’m trying to stay positive. I’ve been struggling a bit lately.
I still love the same movies, tv, music, etc.
I feel like kinda an asshole saying this, a lot of the time I feel lonely as fuck (which is strange since I have quite a few acquaintances now).

Sooooo yea. Talk to me? If you want. Or not. That’s cool too.

I know I’ve been saying this for a couple weeks now but I’m finally deleting this thing and starting over. I was just going to say “goodbye” and leave it at that, but some of you are way too nice and I’d feel like a jerk leaving anyone hanging/wondering when I’ve been massively depressed and suicidal as late.
I’ll leave this active for a couple of days and schedule this to repost a few more times.
Feel free to send me a message/ask if you’d like my contact information.